Today was Sunday, a wonderful day to venture out and experience Latvian church life...well it would have been! Except we can't seem to get on a good *normal* schedule. In fact, tonight we have required everyone to head to bed by midnight...let's hope they can actually sleep! And Gary and I have decided to wake them by 9am in order to get a bit of a normalcy going on.
Today was a great day though. I was up around 9am and started out just ill. Frustrated I mean. I had this perfect day in my brain. Church, lunch somewhere, a little more sightseeing...you know the drill. And here I had this apartment full of sleeping humans. Remember when I said I wasn't expecting everything to be perfect immediately? Well, I think I need to get THAT tattooed on my forehead!
So anyway, the monkeys didn't crawl out til around 12pm...and by then I had done a load of laundry, washed all the dishes and had already showered. After a quick breakfast and Gary reminding me that the only person I should be irritated with is me (I mean really, I could have been dressed and Eddie and I could have been at church by 10:30am) we were all ready to hit Riga once again.
It was late again and we had no ideas as to what we wanted to do. So Zach had suggested the museum that was in Old Town. It is the museum of the Occupation of Latvia. This little country has been through so much...and yet they have such resolve and persistence. Such a proud people in spite of all they've been through. If I remember correctly 10% of the population was deported at one time for reasons that made no sense...but because of their size, they really had to just go along with Russia or Germany (depending on who it was at the time). Really all the Baltic States had to deal with this.
As we were walking through, J mentioned there was a train memorial/monument not far from Riga, we could go there. With E getting a little restless and the older ones having already blasted through the museum, we headed to TGIFriday's for lunch/dinner (J's choice!) to get a bite before going to the memorial. We ran into one of J's friends from the orphanage who had recently left to be on his own. He's in between homes right now so we invited him to eat with us. He only speaks Russian so I'm not sure how much of a positive influence we were on him...but at least we know he ate well tonight.
From there we walked to the train station and bought our "billettes." Only three lats for all of us to ride. It was only one stop away in Tornakalns. There we see a train car...looks like a cattle car really...that was used on the nights of June 13 and 14, 1941 to deport people to the GULAG. It is tiny...and terrifying to think of this. In fact, this monument area is called the Communist Terror...I'm certain that I cannot relate to this...I've always felt safe.
As we stop for photos, Gary politely motions for a two women to walk on by...the one says "no, we'll wait." And then she asks where we are from. He told her Maryland, USA...and she says ME TOO! Crazy isn't it? This world is so tiny y'all! She lives in Potomac and works in Rockville and she's originally from that small town where we were visiting this monument. Gary had to give her a hug ;-)
We walked down around the other monument, were nearly eaten alive by mosquitoes (Robert and Wendy, it was bad enough to remind me of Savannah and the biting flies!). J picked me a flower for my birthday a week or so late. I took pictures of all my kids climbing all over the statues. And then little E started picking me flowers. Now I had to take pictures of this. J's flower was one stem with the extra leaves pulled off...Marleigh and Mae added more whites, yellows and some purple...carefully thought out.
But E? E's bouquet was snatched handfuls of clover, tall grass and some yellow weeds all mashed together. He shoved them in my face with a huge grin and "Mama!" Then just as quickly told me to hold them but they were "Ebbie's." He was soooo funny!
We went back up to wait for the train to take us back to Riga and while we waited the girls picked more flowers among the train tracks...they look like little yellow snapdragons...the boys pitched lats (yes like pitching pennies....but with lats). And I swatted mosquitoes! Got one on Gary's shoulder and one on Zach's chin!
Finally the train came and we got back to Riga. J pointed out where his church is that he has attended on occasion...if we are here through next weekend, we are going to go there on Sunday. And also the building where one of his friend's grandfather's works.
We walked a different street back to the apartment and cut through the park...they are so pretty here! Very manicured and lots of flowers. As we walked along, E practically pushed me down the path towards...you guessed it!...the very Auto Bounce House we saw the other night. For one lat he could bounce for 10 minutes! He was in heaven! (If I have not clarified before, Auto = Disney Cars...the kid is CRAZY for auto!) The girls stayed with me and jumped on a trampoline for 10 minutes while he did and then we all headed back.
We had a quiet evening here at the apartment. Sandwiches for dinner, watching Nickelodeon...Circle Time together. It was nice when J said his praise for the day was being with us as we learned more about Latvia. He's proud of his country and we are proud of our son.
Two things to share that are just observations I like:
The first are the street performers. Some are simple beggars (I can't stay here too long because I really want to help them all). But some are very talented and just have fun doing what they are doing. There was one set today that started with guitar and singer...and they were good. And as we walked back after lunch, they had changed to guitar, bass and clarinet...and they were good! I was wishing my husband would have twirled me around a bit...with our five watching there would have possibly been a mutiny from embarrassment though ;-)
The other observation I had wanted to share the other night and forgot...there is such a nice "civility" thing you see here all the time. People walking with fresh flowers. There are flower stands all over and some are already made up into pretty bouquets...almost like you could walk up and do an entire wedding from what you see there already done. And they are pretty cheap...3 lats for a nice size bouquet. But EVERYONE buys them...and when I asked why? Well, it's just because. Flowers are nice. I think we should all learn a little from that...don't only take time to smell the roses, but take some home (unless you're Mae wanting to pick one from the window box of the Radisson hotel HAHA).
For starters, I'll take my hand picked bouquet from the little meadow in Tornakalms...and thank God every day for the hands that picked them!
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Saturday, September 3, 2011
It's a Wonderful Life!
What a great day! Thanks everyone for your prayers!
We got up early...well earlier than the past few days ;-) I was up earlier...just felt the need to be up and reading. My brain has been full of the things that have to be worked out. Some of the concerns I shared briefly yesterday...just feeling in a funk. And then the "stuff" that still has to be worked out of traveling, extended time here, finances (always) and then when we get home of schooling, the next step in the process...you get the picture. Don't get me wrong, I think I've been clear in all of these writings that we have seen time and again how He works things out. But I was feeling a bit overwhelmed.
My chronological Bible took me to John 6. And as I read it was the part about the loaves and fishes: John 6:5-6
When Jesus looked up and saw a great crowd coming toward him, he said to Philip, "Where shall we buy bread for these people to eat? He asked this ONLY TO TEST HIM, FOR HE ALREADY HAD IN MIND WHAT HE WAS GOING TO DO.
And, don't you know it! He already has in mind what He's going to do for us too. Again, I am humbled that He takes the time to care about what is going on in my little family...in ALL our families.
We woke the rest of the crew and began getting ready for the day. Have I mentioned how glad I am that I packed all of the food I did? We're still spending a fair amount on food but we've been able to stay within budget so far!
We had a nice talk with J...I love these talks as we build our family. And it reminds me how we need to trust Him with everything, everyday. He is always faithful to work out our concerns.
We made arrangements for J's friend to come at 6pm and the rest of us struck out to begin our own exploring of Old Riga. FUN! We hit the open air market...or rather the little vendor stands...shopping a little, looking a lot. Continued on to Town Hall Square and took pictures at the statue of Roland (since we have two!) and the House of Blackheads. Our main goal of the day was to visit Big Kristaps, who according to the tour book was located in Albert Square. He (legend has it) is the Giant whose money began the city of Riga. Everyone we asked said go to the river and turn right.
I couldn't see it right off, so we kept circling back, certain that we needed to stay in the cobblestoned area. We found ourselves back at the market square and this woman painted head to toe in gold. J didn't believe me that she was real and he approached her. You should have seen his face when she blinked her eyes! Hilarious! We got pictures with E with her (he was scared at first but liked her little gold bird) and then with E and finally with M&M.
We kept walking and finally made it to a part of the Daugava River where we could see the encasement Big Kristaps now stands in. We went down, took pictures and then decided it was time for lunch....well dinner too. We've been trying to eat one bigger meal a day and then have smaller "apartment" meals for the other two. And with so much to choose from, we've decided not to eat at the same place twice. That does make it fun! The kids just had to choose McDonald's today...they were just not convinced it would be the same. And it was! Aside from very little ice in the drinks and having to pay for ketchup, everything else was really the same.
E was hilarious chasing birds (pigeons) and wanting to be just like the big kids. Don't try to hold his hand! He makes us nervous though running on the very edge of the sidewalk, so we've taken to forcing him to hold our hands or just holding on to his wrist...which he really hates. You know that just isn't cool! ;-) By the end of our trek he was getting piggy back rides from several (mostly Daddy)...funny again because when he first came to us, that terrified him! It is unbelieveable to see how he has grown and changed. And so much fun to be on a front row seat.
I commented to Gary at one point that I was just so very happy. It is so fun to look at the five kids meandering along in front of us and know...THEY'RE OURS! As we went about on Friday, it dawned on me, we have to get skilled at navigating seven people and keeping us together and accounted for. I can't wait for the practice!
We walked back through part of the botanical gardens of Riga and arrived just in time to rest a minute before the guys went to the train station to meet J's friend. I happily put my feet up and rested...such a quick but effective nap! The boys returned and J's friend had made me a birthday present...a beautiful brooch! Truly a Latvian souvenir!
We spent the evening working puzzles, playing UNO and just visiting. Really a wonderful night.
So the news report is that all is worked out, everything is resolved and it's smooth sailing from here. NOT! I know you guys who read this aren't that naive ;-) BUT, the news report is that I do know who the Captain of the ship is...and He's got it all under control.
Night all!
We got up early...well earlier than the past few days ;-) I was up earlier...just felt the need to be up and reading. My brain has been full of the things that have to be worked out. Some of the concerns I shared briefly yesterday...just feeling in a funk. And then the "stuff" that still has to be worked out of traveling, extended time here, finances (always) and then when we get home of schooling, the next step in the process...you get the picture. Don't get me wrong, I think I've been clear in all of these writings that we have seen time and again how He works things out. But I was feeling a bit overwhelmed.
My chronological Bible took me to John 6. And as I read it was the part about the loaves and fishes: John 6:5-6
When Jesus looked up and saw a great crowd coming toward him, he said to Philip, "Where shall we buy bread for these people to eat? He asked this ONLY TO TEST HIM, FOR HE ALREADY HAD IN MIND WHAT HE WAS GOING TO DO.
And, don't you know it! He already has in mind what He's going to do for us too. Again, I am humbled that He takes the time to care about what is going on in my little family...in ALL our families.
We woke the rest of the crew and began getting ready for the day. Have I mentioned how glad I am that I packed all of the food I did? We're still spending a fair amount on food but we've been able to stay within budget so far!
We had a nice talk with J...I love these talks as we build our family. And it reminds me how we need to trust Him with everything, everyday. He is always faithful to work out our concerns.
We made arrangements for J's friend to come at 6pm and the rest of us struck out to begin our own exploring of Old Riga. FUN! We hit the open air market...or rather the little vendor stands...shopping a little, looking a lot. Continued on to Town Hall Square and took pictures at the statue of Roland (since we have two!) and the House of Blackheads. Our main goal of the day was to visit Big Kristaps, who according to the tour book was located in Albert Square. He (legend has it) is the Giant whose money began the city of Riga. Everyone we asked said go to the river and turn right.
I couldn't see it right off, so we kept circling back, certain that we needed to stay in the cobblestoned area. We found ourselves back at the market square and this woman painted head to toe in gold. J didn't believe me that she was real and he approached her. You should have seen his face when she blinked her eyes! Hilarious! We got pictures with E with her (he was scared at first but liked her little gold bird) and then with E and finally with M&M.
We kept walking and finally made it to a part of the Daugava River where we could see the encasement Big Kristaps now stands in. We went down, took pictures and then decided it was time for lunch....well dinner too. We've been trying to eat one bigger meal a day and then have smaller "apartment" meals for the other two. And with so much to choose from, we've decided not to eat at the same place twice. That does make it fun! The kids just had to choose McDonald's today...they were just not convinced it would be the same. And it was! Aside from very little ice in the drinks and having to pay for ketchup, everything else was really the same.
E was hilarious chasing birds (pigeons) and wanting to be just like the big kids. Don't try to hold his hand! He makes us nervous though running on the very edge of the sidewalk, so we've taken to forcing him to hold our hands or just holding on to his wrist...which he really hates. You know that just isn't cool! ;-) By the end of our trek he was getting piggy back rides from several (mostly Daddy)...funny again because when he first came to us, that terrified him! It is unbelieveable to see how he has grown and changed. And so much fun to be on a front row seat.
I commented to Gary at one point that I was just so very happy. It is so fun to look at the five kids meandering along in front of us and know...THEY'RE OURS! As we went about on Friday, it dawned on me, we have to get skilled at navigating seven people and keeping us together and accounted for. I can't wait for the practice!
We walked back through part of the botanical gardens of Riga and arrived just in time to rest a minute before the guys went to the train station to meet J's friend. I happily put my feet up and rested...such a quick but effective nap! The boys returned and J's friend had made me a birthday present...a beautiful brooch! Truly a Latvian souvenir!
We spent the evening working puzzles, playing UNO and just visiting. Really a wonderful night.
So the news report is that all is worked out, everything is resolved and it's smooth sailing from here. NOT! I know you guys who read this aren't that naive ;-) BUT, the news report is that I do know who the Captain of the ship is...and He's got it all under control.
Night all!
Friday, September 2, 2011
Riga...Home Sweet Home
And so it is for about two weeks ;-)
Today we slept and slept and slept! I was shocked to wake up and find out it was Noon! Even E didn't get up til then. You have to know we were jetlagged, drained and just downright tired from traveling and the activities of the past 48 hours.
We did what has become natural for us of piling on our bed with coffee, NutriGrain bars and the like and catching up on emails, watching some TV and just generally lounging. Sidebar: I WANT ONE OF THESE BOIL IN A MINUTE POTS TO TAKE HOME! I've already asked Gary if he could install a European outlet in our house so I can have one. They are so cool. You fill it with water, turn in on and go about your business and in a couple minutes, voila, boiling water! It turns off by itself when it is ready...and in seconds you have Ramen noodles, instant oatmeal or a great cup of tea.
Around 3 or so we decided to get showers and venture out for a while...and we found ourselves at Galleria Riga again. We love this mall...good places to eat! Although the shopping is a bit pricey, we found a few good deals. New shoes for J only 8 lats and a new Auto boomba for E only 1,90 lats. The girls got a couple puzzles for us to work on and I picked up a few travel books on Riga and Latvia to try and get some day trips planned. After wrapping up with dinner at Hessburger we went down to Rimi and picked up a few essentials and then headed back to the apartment.
It was a nice day just to walk and honestly I wouldn't have minded venturing to another park or something just to be outside. I love the architecture here. As we walked back, I really noticed the narrow streets, cobblestone paving, old and new buildings mixed together. The detail in the architecture is really lovely. There are little shops and coffee cafes all over...and these gorgeous spires of old buildings that jut into the sky and really make beautiful pictures against the clouds and sunset. But crazy enough many of us were still tired. So we worked puzzles, the guys surfed the web, the girls did some frype messaging and E played with his boomba. It makes us sad to see how much he has forgotten the little Latvian he knew.
When he was interviewed by orphan court yesterday he really knew nothing they were saying. Gary had to go in with him and the translator (wonderful wonderful woman we've gotten to know) quizzed E on a few key points to get a feel for how he sees us. But no more Ata, no more boomba...we've actually been working with him on saying boomba again. He's picking it up.
I have to say I've been in a bit of a funk today and am praying it is just fatigue. It just seems strained and I'd appreciate the prayers. We've got the weekend ahead of us and nothing planned to fill it yet...and somehow I feel that every idea I'm coming up with just doesn't seem to fly. So maybe tomorrow will be better.
Later this evening, we decided to play a round of UNO...that was fun! Finallly something all of us together...and E was having a hard time falling asleep, so he got to come back out and play too. Well with me anyway.
I guess that is it for tonight...as I struggle with many "little" things, our Circle Time tonight was from Matthew and Jesus telling us that to deny our lives and follow Him is to live. And the well known truth that what profit is it if we gain the whole world yet lose our souls. Thankful to Tobymac for making that well known song of scripture to make it relevant for our youth. We're following and trying to remain true to that...and praying ALL our children understand what that means. This world has NOTHING to offer us...HE has everything to offer us. And the crazy thing is that it is here for the taking...FREE, with no strings attached.
We have not decided what we are doing tomorrow but please be in prayer for us. One of J's friends has asked to see him and while we want to comply to help with the transition, it's hard. We want so much for our family to bond together...and sometimes it feels like these are distractions from that. Please pray for wisdom for us on how we should proceed and work with him to accomplish both.
I'm not a very good writer tonight so I'll stop...until tomorrow!
Today we slept and slept and slept! I was shocked to wake up and find out it was Noon! Even E didn't get up til then. You have to know we were jetlagged, drained and just downright tired from traveling and the activities of the past 48 hours.
We did what has become natural for us of piling on our bed with coffee, NutriGrain bars and the like and catching up on emails, watching some TV and just generally lounging. Sidebar: I WANT ONE OF THESE BOIL IN A MINUTE POTS TO TAKE HOME! I've already asked Gary if he could install a European outlet in our house so I can have one. They are so cool. You fill it with water, turn in on and go about your business and in a couple minutes, voila, boiling water! It turns off by itself when it is ready...and in seconds you have Ramen noodles, instant oatmeal or a great cup of tea.
Around 3 or so we decided to get showers and venture out for a while...and we found ourselves at Galleria Riga again. We love this mall...good places to eat! Although the shopping is a bit pricey, we found a few good deals. New shoes for J only 8 lats and a new Auto boomba for E only 1,90 lats. The girls got a couple puzzles for us to work on and I picked up a few travel books on Riga and Latvia to try and get some day trips planned. After wrapping up with dinner at Hessburger we went down to Rimi and picked up a few essentials and then headed back to the apartment.
It was a nice day just to walk and honestly I wouldn't have minded venturing to another park or something just to be outside. I love the architecture here. As we walked back, I really noticed the narrow streets, cobblestone paving, old and new buildings mixed together. The detail in the architecture is really lovely. There are little shops and coffee cafes all over...and these gorgeous spires of old buildings that jut into the sky and really make beautiful pictures against the clouds and sunset. But crazy enough many of us were still tired. So we worked puzzles, the guys surfed the web, the girls did some frype messaging and E played with his boomba. It makes us sad to see how much he has forgotten the little Latvian he knew.
When he was interviewed by orphan court yesterday he really knew nothing they were saying. Gary had to go in with him and the translator (wonderful wonderful woman we've gotten to know) quizzed E on a few key points to get a feel for how he sees us. But no more Ata, no more boomba...we've actually been working with him on saying boomba again. He's picking it up.
I have to say I've been in a bit of a funk today and am praying it is just fatigue. It just seems strained and I'd appreciate the prayers. We've got the weekend ahead of us and nothing planned to fill it yet...and somehow I feel that every idea I'm coming up with just doesn't seem to fly. So maybe tomorrow will be better.
Later this evening, we decided to play a round of UNO...that was fun! Finallly something all of us together...and E was having a hard time falling asleep, so he got to come back out and play too. Well with me anyway.
I guess that is it for tonight...as I struggle with many "little" things, our Circle Time tonight was from Matthew and Jesus telling us that to deny our lives and follow Him is to live. And the well known truth that what profit is it if we gain the whole world yet lose our souls. Thankful to Tobymac for making that well known song of scripture to make it relevant for our youth. We're following and trying to remain true to that...and praying ALL our children understand what that means. This world has NOTHING to offer us...HE has everything to offer us. And the crazy thing is that it is here for the taking...FREE, with no strings attached.
We have not decided what we are doing tomorrow but please be in prayer for us. One of J's friends has asked to see him and while we want to comply to help with the transition, it's hard. We want so much for our family to bond together...and sometimes it feels like these are distractions from that. Please pray for wisdom for us on how we should proceed and work with him to accomplish both.
I'm not a very good writer tonight so I'll stop...until tomorrow!
Thursday, September 1, 2011
I'm Sorry to Inform You...
That we will not be home on schedule. OK...sorry, that was mean. But we can't leave on the 9th because J SAID YES! And he's coming home! And the orphan court needs that much time to get the ministry to issue a referral for him and then do court again. So, we definitely need to change our flights...which is a stressor but, He'll work this out like everything else!
So, let's start at the beginning...this morning:
We had a great morning. Thankfully Daina was too busy for a morning court time so we were scheduled for 1pm as you all know. What a blessing! We slept til about 9am and then started in on breakfast (sooooo glad I packed that suitcase of food! Instant oatmeal, granola bars...man what a savings!) Zach was up first and we could tell he was worried...not troubled but concerned if that makes sense.
We had a great morning though all piled on our bed drinking coffee, remembering funny moments on the plane, just laughing like crazy. We needed to leave by 11:30am to walk over to Cili Pica to meet Daina so we started getting ready...picking out the right outfits and making sure we all looked our best. E really slept late and about 10am he comes shuffling in our room already fully dressed in his blue jeans and auto t-shirt, auto socks carrying his new Vans shoes. I ran him back to his room and put on the clothes we had picked out for court (thanks Chastity! tan courdoroys, green button down...but I relented and allowed his auto shirt under the green one).
We rushed to finish up and before running out the door, we all stopped to pray...to really give this day to God and thank Him for all the friends and family we had praying for us all over the world and to trust Him with the outcome. Easy to say but hard to do, yet we truly felt His peace as we walked to meet Daina.
We feel so citified (put my southern accent on that one). We walked down the main avenue toward Freedom Monument and passed these gorgeous flower stands. I SO wish my mother-in-law could see these flowers. The size, color and kinds I've never seen before. Don't worry, I did take pictures! Walked a little further past the Russian Orthodox Church where Gary and I stopped to pray in March...on down past Freedom Monument...stopping briefly on the bridge for a photo to prove Riga is not frozen all the time!
Nerves are a little crazy at this point and you cannot imagine my relief when I spot Daina. She's looking wonderful as usual but says she's suffering from her once a year headache. She is truly like a calming balm in this process. Between her and Kelly Barth, our case worker, I really don't know how they do it all. All these families wanting their children and these two women work all over the great country of Latvia. Daina literally drives all over, city to city, to be there in person for all these families. Just amazing. God's Angels in the flesh!
We jumped in her car with her son driving (again, her giving so much of herself! and her family too!) and head to Jurmala. All the way there I am asking questions about how this will work, what if Janis does say yes, where do we have to be next...she is calm all the way, answering my questions as best she can and assuring me that if Janis says yes, she will get it done as quickly as possible. We share with her we have no idea what will happen but we are hoping and praying for the best.
I have to stop here for a minute and just say I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW WONDERFUL IT IS TO BE TYPING THIS AND HEARING MY TWO TEENAGE SONS BANTER ABOUT SHOES AND COOL JACKETS! God's mercy is amazing and wonderful!!
So, back to court...we arrive at Jurmala court and Daina says we need to sign three documents. She says we will sign for E today but she has already prepared for J...in hopes that we are there soon. We go in and head upstairs and Daina lets them know we are all here and just waiting for Kristiana. We wait a while longer and we get a call from her...that she AND J are on their way. According to Daina, my eyes got as big as my head and Gary and I both cried, laughed and then cried some more. We didn't know what that meant but we knew for sure we were going to see him at least.
We sat and waited and suddenly Mae said "Mom! There he is!!" He came up the stairs and we rushed over and cried and hugged and cried some more. After he'd hugged everyone, he quietly said, "Mom...I've decided I want to come home." I couldn't believe I was hearing those words. Gary said, what did he say? And I repeated it. And Gary jumped up and danced a little jig and everyone was so happy to see all this happening.
I am forever grateful to everyone in Latvia who has faithfully worked on all of this to get us to this point. We all agree, it is simply God working in His timing to make this miracle happen.
And so the court proceedings began...they interviewed E and our translator said he did well. Then they interviewed me and Gary...we did well but we were a little unclear on some of our questions. They asked us how long we wanted to visit with him, keep him...and we didn't realize that they were asking for this "visitation" period while in Latvia...so we said forever! HAHA. They asked us what countless friends and family have either asked or thought about asking: You have three kids, animals, demanding jobs...why in the world do you want two more kids? And our answer? Because God told us to and we love them like we love our own birth kids.
Then they interviewed J...for a while! After that we went back in to talk to them again, this time about J. Then they agreed to allow us to "host" J and "preadopt" E. They have to do it this way because we don't have the referral yet. That's ok...he's with us...and tonight I get to experience what I have begged for...I am the Mama to five beautiful children! So, now we have to wait for our referral, do another round of courts and then get visas...which will extend us til at least the 15th of September. That's ok...we've said whatever it takes...and we meant it. If we were in this for only the easy stuff, we'd have jumped ship long ago.
Please please be praying that by another miracle, all can get done faster and maybe we won't have to change flights. And that if we do, the fees for the changes will be affordable for us to work with.
So after court, we headed to Kemeri to get J's things. It was so good to be back there...I LOVE the people there! They love the children so much and truly try to work with them and for them. We sat in Kristiana's office and had a civilized cup of tea while we reviewed documents. J packed a backpack to come with us and we got our painting that Diana had done for us back in March. We needed to kill some time before the train came at 5pm. So we walked down the street, showing the children where J and E were from. Came up by the local store and stopped in for sodas and water...E had to get an auto candy!
We passed two girls on the street that looked shocked and they spoke to J in Latvian. After we walked by he said they knew E from before and could not BELIEVE how different he is now. We walked on toward the train station and saw E's old school and, now, J's old school and then on to the train.
We headed in on the train and stopped off and picked up a friend of J's to come and join us for dinner. Our day had been so so busy we never ate lunch...only snacks and breakfast. We got into Riga at 6pm, walked to the apartment (can you believe there was some kind of festival going on in the park beside the apartment with Disney Cars bouncehouses! E was in heaven!!). After changing clothes we headed to Cili Pica for dinner to celebrate. Dinner was great...we were starving! And then we headed to Double Coffee for dessert and coffee. A really fun night!
We got back here at 9:30 or so and J's friend had to catch the 10:30pm train to Tukums. Gary and Zach walked with them to the train station and we got little E in the bed. Once they returned we had a great time just catching up. No more silence, no more wondering if we really loved him in spite of anything he could have done or said. He wanted to really talk to us and he did. It isn't going to be easy...but he loves us and we love him and this is what families do.
And every time I look over at the couch and see him sitting there beside Gary and Marleigh, I praise God for allowing me this. Family is what matters..our kids matter. They are worth it...if they are born to us or brought to us...they are worth it. Every heartache, every stress, every disappointment...and every joy, every celebration, every hug. We promise our spouses we take them for better or for worse...why in the world would we not promise our kids the same thing?
I promise not to get hung up on wanting things perfect immediately...it isn't going to be. I do promise to enjoy every day starting today. The really cool thing too is that E has never given up on J. Tonight as I put him to bed, all the big boys had gone to walk J's friend back to the train. He walked around the apartment saying "J, hug? Zachturn hug? Daddy hug?" And as soon as they got home they went in to make a little boy's night.
There's a lot of history here for J...so we've decided we'd do every other day. One day just us, bonding and building our family...and one day with one friend or family member from here. We're being honest with each other and tonight started the real conversations of what we expect and what he needs. He's an amazing young man and he's already fallen right back into the yes ma'ams and yes sirs.
Please keep praying for us...we've a long road to go yet. But God knew the desires of our heart as a family and He chose to grant them to us. And we'll be true to that. Love y'all!
So, let's start at the beginning...this morning:
We had a great morning. Thankfully Daina was too busy for a morning court time so we were scheduled for 1pm as you all know. What a blessing! We slept til about 9am and then started in on breakfast (sooooo glad I packed that suitcase of food! Instant oatmeal, granola bars...man what a savings!) Zach was up first and we could tell he was worried...not troubled but concerned if that makes sense.
We had a great morning though all piled on our bed drinking coffee, remembering funny moments on the plane, just laughing like crazy. We needed to leave by 11:30am to walk over to Cili Pica to meet Daina so we started getting ready...picking out the right outfits and making sure we all looked our best. E really slept late and about 10am he comes shuffling in our room already fully dressed in his blue jeans and auto t-shirt, auto socks carrying his new Vans shoes. I ran him back to his room and put on the clothes we had picked out for court (thanks Chastity! tan courdoroys, green button down...but I relented and allowed his auto shirt under the green one).
We rushed to finish up and before running out the door, we all stopped to pray...to really give this day to God and thank Him for all the friends and family we had praying for us all over the world and to trust Him with the outcome. Easy to say but hard to do, yet we truly felt His peace as we walked to meet Daina.
We feel so citified (put my southern accent on that one). We walked down the main avenue toward Freedom Monument and passed these gorgeous flower stands. I SO wish my mother-in-law could see these flowers. The size, color and kinds I've never seen before. Don't worry, I did take pictures! Walked a little further past the Russian Orthodox Church where Gary and I stopped to pray in March...on down past Freedom Monument...stopping briefly on the bridge for a photo to prove Riga is not frozen all the time!
Nerves are a little crazy at this point and you cannot imagine my relief when I spot Daina. She's looking wonderful as usual but says she's suffering from her once a year headache. She is truly like a calming balm in this process. Between her and Kelly Barth, our case worker, I really don't know how they do it all. All these families wanting their children and these two women work all over the great country of Latvia. Daina literally drives all over, city to city, to be there in person for all these families. Just amazing. God's Angels in the flesh!
We jumped in her car with her son driving (again, her giving so much of herself! and her family too!) and head to Jurmala. All the way there I am asking questions about how this will work, what if Janis does say yes, where do we have to be next...she is calm all the way, answering my questions as best she can and assuring me that if Janis says yes, she will get it done as quickly as possible. We share with her we have no idea what will happen but we are hoping and praying for the best.
I have to stop here for a minute and just say I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW WONDERFUL IT IS TO BE TYPING THIS AND HEARING MY TWO TEENAGE SONS BANTER ABOUT SHOES AND COOL JACKETS! God's mercy is amazing and wonderful!!
So, back to court...we arrive at Jurmala court and Daina says we need to sign three documents. She says we will sign for E today but she has already prepared for J...in hopes that we are there soon. We go in and head upstairs and Daina lets them know we are all here and just waiting for Kristiana. We wait a while longer and we get a call from her...that she AND J are on their way. According to Daina, my eyes got as big as my head and Gary and I both cried, laughed and then cried some more. We didn't know what that meant but we knew for sure we were going to see him at least.
We sat and waited and suddenly Mae said "Mom! There he is!!" He came up the stairs and we rushed over and cried and hugged and cried some more. After he'd hugged everyone, he quietly said, "Mom...I've decided I want to come home." I couldn't believe I was hearing those words. Gary said, what did he say? And I repeated it. And Gary jumped up and danced a little jig and everyone was so happy to see all this happening.
I am forever grateful to everyone in Latvia who has faithfully worked on all of this to get us to this point. We all agree, it is simply God working in His timing to make this miracle happen.
And so the court proceedings began...they interviewed E and our translator said he did well. Then they interviewed me and Gary...we did well but we were a little unclear on some of our questions. They asked us how long we wanted to visit with him, keep him...and we didn't realize that they were asking for this "visitation" period while in Latvia...so we said forever! HAHA. They asked us what countless friends and family have either asked or thought about asking: You have three kids, animals, demanding jobs...why in the world do you want two more kids? And our answer? Because God told us to and we love them like we love our own birth kids.
Then they interviewed J...for a while! After that we went back in to talk to them again, this time about J. Then they agreed to allow us to "host" J and "preadopt" E. They have to do it this way because we don't have the referral yet. That's ok...he's with us...and tonight I get to experience what I have begged for...I am the Mama to five beautiful children! So, now we have to wait for our referral, do another round of courts and then get visas...which will extend us til at least the 15th of September. That's ok...we've said whatever it takes...and we meant it. If we were in this for only the easy stuff, we'd have jumped ship long ago.
Please please be praying that by another miracle, all can get done faster and maybe we won't have to change flights. And that if we do, the fees for the changes will be affordable for us to work with.
So after court, we headed to Kemeri to get J's things. It was so good to be back there...I LOVE the people there! They love the children so much and truly try to work with them and for them. We sat in Kristiana's office and had a civilized cup of tea while we reviewed documents. J packed a backpack to come with us and we got our painting that Diana had done for us back in March. We needed to kill some time before the train came at 5pm. So we walked down the street, showing the children where J and E were from. Came up by the local store and stopped in for sodas and water...E had to get an auto candy!
We passed two girls on the street that looked shocked and they spoke to J in Latvian. After we walked by he said they knew E from before and could not BELIEVE how different he is now. We walked on toward the train station and saw E's old school and, now, J's old school and then on to the train.
We headed in on the train and stopped off and picked up a friend of J's to come and join us for dinner. Our day had been so so busy we never ate lunch...only snacks and breakfast. We got into Riga at 6pm, walked to the apartment (can you believe there was some kind of festival going on in the park beside the apartment with Disney Cars bouncehouses! E was in heaven!!). After changing clothes we headed to Cili Pica for dinner to celebrate. Dinner was great...we were starving! And then we headed to Double Coffee for dessert and coffee. A really fun night!
We got back here at 9:30 or so and J's friend had to catch the 10:30pm train to Tukums. Gary and Zach walked with them to the train station and we got little E in the bed. Once they returned we had a great time just catching up. No more silence, no more wondering if we really loved him in spite of anything he could have done or said. He wanted to really talk to us and he did. It isn't going to be easy...but he loves us and we love him and this is what families do.
And every time I look over at the couch and see him sitting there beside Gary and Marleigh, I praise God for allowing me this. Family is what matters..our kids matter. They are worth it...if they are born to us or brought to us...they are worth it. Every heartache, every stress, every disappointment...and every joy, every celebration, every hug. We promise our spouses we take them for better or for worse...why in the world would we not promise our kids the same thing?
I promise not to get hung up on wanting things perfect immediately...it isn't going to be. I do promise to enjoy every day starting today. The really cool thing too is that E has never given up on J. Tonight as I put him to bed, all the big boys had gone to walk J's friend back to the train. He walked around the apartment saying "J, hug? Zachturn hug? Daddy hug?" And as soon as they got home they went in to make a little boy's night.
There's a lot of history here for J...so we've decided we'd do every other day. One day just us, bonding and building our family...and one day with one friend or family member from here. We're being honest with each other and tonight started the real conversations of what we expect and what he needs. He's an amazing young man and he's already fallen right back into the yes ma'ams and yes sirs.
Please keep praying for us...we've a long road to go yet. But God knew the desires of our heart as a family and He chose to grant them to us. And we'll be true to that. Love y'all!
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Now This is Interesting
Since we are in Latvia, Google, who powers my blog, is recognizing we are in Latvia. So my Dashboard, profile, all of it, are showing up in Latvian! How funny! As long as it doesn't translate automatically or something, I think we'll be ok ;-)
There is SO much to share from our travels and how God has smiled on us so wonderfully over the past 48 hours. Oh yes, we've had trials and issues...but EVERYTHING has worked out beautifully and Gary and I actually said tonight, it was an EASY travel to get here.
I'm just going to jump right in and if I get too tired I'll just have to pick up tomorrow. We are tired...so very very tired. And our concerns over tomorrow are getting to us all...moreso to me, Gary and Zach especially. M&M and E are, as always, just happy to be here. That's an inside joke with some of my family but if you know them, you understand it. They make fun, laughter and joy anywhere they go...all three of them.
But let's go back to this morning...wait, Tuesday morning. Since I literally have not slept since I got up Tuesday morning at 6:30am (well maybe a couple of cat naps here and there) it feels like this is all one REALLY long day. We were up on time, a little nervous. Finished our packing, ate some breakfast, took care of all of the last minute details and our wonderful friend Chris Diehl was there promptly at 8am to pick us up. The luggage was a bit overwhelming but we took one suitcase per person (6!) plus one carry on per person (6!) plus 6! people! We loaded up, snapped a quick picture and away we went.
Now, we didn't think we needed to be at the airport quite so early...but God did. Before leaving Chris prayed with us which helped calm all of us and then we hit the road. And then we hit traffic! We got to the airport a little after 9am and there was NO LINE! We went straight to check in thinking we had PLENTY of time. Hehe...there were issues with our ticketing! Apparently there was a challenge with transferring the tickets the number of times we had to do so because of Irene and the uncertainty of our travel. The agent tried everything she could to fix it but said she could not on her end. We needed to call our travel agent.
Don't panic, step to the side, sit down. Start calling. I called home, work and cell and no answers...for 20 minutes. Then out of desperation, I called a client that knows my agent very well. I am so grateful that idea popped into my head because she reminded me that my agent was having surgery this morning. He wouldn't be out before 12noon at the best...our flight was to leave at 12:10pm. I put on my sweetest smile and attitude and walked up to the ticketing agent. I told her our situation and I told her there was no one else to help us, could she please.
Precious Mary Mannon made it happen! It took her about 45 minutes but she worked her magic, found our tickets, transferred them over AND gave us seat assignments that kept us together and let the kids have window seats for their first ever flights.
We took a photo with her...I'll post tomorrow as I am too tired to figure out my USB cable and my laptop
;-) Suffice it to say when we were all finished I asked if I could hug her, told her she was certainly an angel sent to calm us. Through our conversation I did determine she was in fact a believer and I am so grateful for her. The other agents were a bit short-tempered and not so much into helping...she on the other hand was happy for the diversion of needing to use her brain and her skills.
We headed to security and went through it quickly. E was a pro...pulling out the bin, shucking off his shoes. The others did a fine job as well. We agreed we would head on to the gate and get settled in before looking for bathrooms or snacks. I have determined that if you have to connect three times, it is easier to make the first connection domestically. Security is much easier...when we traveled in March, we had to fly straight to Paris and go through security a second time which was pretty stressful. At the gate, we called and texted our goodbyes with promises to call again in Chicago.
Flight was early, and fun. Mae was full of questions, "how does this work, what does this do, how do we know what's free and what we have to pay for?" So much so that by the time we boarded for Helsinki, she knew everything and happily educated her brother and sister on how to work all the controls. We got to Chicago about 20 minutes early, found our connecting gate. Lunch at McDonald's, bathroom break and last cup of Starbucks for 2 weeks...and one more call to my BFF (my mama!)...and we were off to Helsinki.
Overall the flight was great. Attendants were a little testy and E was bouncing off the walls again...but NOTHING like March. When we said go to sleep, he tried to comply. There's just too much stimulation on those planes! Here's where we passed from Tuesday to Wednesday and really, I didn't sleep at all on the plane. Exhaustion started to set in...but gratefully everyone else did end up sleeping at least for an your or two each.
The big 3 did great though and the only rough part really is that we were about 10 minutes late arriving to Finland. Our flight from Helsinki to Riga was supposed to leave at 9:30am and we were scheduled to land at 8:40am. YIKES!
We hit the ground running in Finland and I was stressing for us to make it from gate 30-something to 20a. We had to have our passports checked and they had to ask us several questions about E. How long are you staying, where are you staying, why do you have him? I just wanted to shout, "Hey, we're headed BACK to Riga...and if you ask much more we're going to be stuck here in Finland!" But I didn't...thanked him and drill sergeant style told my entourage to step it up, we were going to miss our connector. E didn't want to hold anyone's hand but rather, from fatigue, wanted to amble...stagger really...through all the business travelers causing really lovely kind looks all over the airport HAHA (now I can laugh about it). At the time I took him by the wrist (thanks Trish!) and guided him jog style to our gate. Now please remember our plane was to LEAVE...not BOARD...at 9:35am.. We arrived at the gate at 9:20am.
The agent was so kind...she said in her wonderful accent..."Why rush? We are not!" I was fully expecting a mutiny from my party as to why I made them run through the airport, grumble through a needed bathroom break and guzzling water we bought in Chicago because I thought we were going through security once again. But I didn't...nothing but sweet smiles because they were glad to be on the last leg of the journey.
As you who have been reading this know, I sometimes wax philosophical at times...and here is my regression ;-) First of all, I want to tell you how many times today I have reflected on how incredibly blessed we are to be able to do this trip. Back when J was first decided we talked about how fun it would be for Zach to come with us on this trip...then that grew to everyone. And we prayed and prayed for us to do the right thing financially and that all would be provided for us to be able to. And while we aren't doing this entirely debt free, He has provided the resources to be able to. This experience with ALL of our children is wonderful.
I take for granted they know where to go and what to do...and it dawns on me that they don't even know how seats are numbered or lettered on the plane. I hear a chorus every time we board of "where do I sit mom?" And I LOVE it! This is something they will tell their kids about. Some of you may be blessed in ways where international travel is no big deal...but I can tell you I don't have that memory with my parents. And I think it is just something you just can't replace.
Second, is that Karen Kingsbury wrote this great little book called "Just Beyond the Clouds." I liked that book and sentiment so much as the fact that if you go high enough, past the storms, there's beautiful clouds and sunshine up above. I had just shared this with the kids as we were boarding the plane (had to take a shuttle bus to the tarmac for the commuter jet we were on and the rain was coming down hard!) and as we taxied away and prepared to take off, I told them it would be cool if we did that today. The flight was only 45 minutes so I thought he may not go that high...but sure enough he did. Straight up through the gray, gloomy day of rain up to where there's sunshine and fluffy clouds. And yes, that is what life is like. If we just weather the storm and set our sights on things above, there is sunshine and fluffy clouds and nothing bad or gray.
So, back to our journey...
We landed in Riga on time and here's where my heart started to hurt. I love this place. It is where our sons are from. I love the people, the language, the food...I don't know why really. It isn't exceptionally beautiful and the food's a little odd. I just have an affection for it that makes me miss it...and when we landed I was reminded the last time we came here, J and his orphan director and our translator that has become my dear dear friend (already my sister) were all waiting for us.
My two biggest worries as we traveled were that all our luggage (did I mention we were traveling with 6!) would make it and that we would figure out transportation to our apartment. (did I mention we had 6!...in Eastern Europe?? Where big vehicles are not common??)
We got to baggage claim and I went to exchange a little money to pay for the cab fare and Gary went in search of our bags. Kids headed to restrooms and watching our carryons.
ALL our bags made it...every single one. We went through customs and I nearly cried as we exited because THAT is where J had been but keeping it together and the task at hand headed straight out to the cabs. There were two mini vans so I approached and asked "English, Please?" He said "ya, of course!" LOVE the accent!! I asked how we get one of those and he said reservation only...talk to the desk inside. I went in and she only had two smaller cars...that's ok! Paid our flat rate of 10 lats per car and went out to claim our cars.
The drivers both spoke English too and knew exactly where we were headed. On the drive, you guys know me...I strike up a conversation. His name is Jurgis and he'd love to be our cab driver while we are here. I have his cell number ;-) He's suggested the Latvian National Art Museum, Old Town and many other excursions. I loved recognizing things and pointing them out to the girls. Spice Mall, US Embassy, Freedom Monument, President's Home (really where he works), the ferries, Dagauva River. Did I mention how much I really love this place?
Chris and Jen had loaned us their Latvian cell phone, so I was able to call our dear friend who confirmed the owner of the apartment was on her way to meet us. We waited about 10 minutes and there she was. Another beautiful Latvian (inside and out) to sweetly show us the apartment (it's great!) and also walk us to where we can exchange money to pay her as well as take care of what we need for court. I asked her where the closest grocery was and she said 7 story mall, turn left here. It is literally one street over from our apartment! We got her settled and decided to just veg for a while. We couldn't figure out what time it was...HAHA...still not sure. My computer says 2:18pm...so assuming it is around 9 or so?
We did determine it was about lunchtime so the kids made Ramen noodles, some of us took naps, some took showers. I am SO glad I went to the trouble for all this food! If we manage this just right, and we've all committed to it, then this will really be workable for us to not go broke. Food is not cheap here.
I blew a circuit drying my hair and had to get in touch with the owner (again grateful for the cell phone Jen!) who very kindly walked us through how to get it back on...so fun. She said to use the metal stairs to flip one big switch up high...it took a few minutes to realize she meant ladder! Here I was thinking we were headed in a secret staircase to Narnia or something. Speaking of that, our apartment is really cool...odd doors and closets in the strangest places. And two kitchens.
And the most magnificent huge jacuzzi tub that fills up WITHOUT running out of hot water. The water is hot, so wonderfully hot! I took a lovely tub bath and am certain I will do this daily as my treat to myself.
Once we got the power up and running again, we decided to head out for dinner and shopping. We are all so tired we knew it needed to be just those two things or we'd never make it. So we headed to our 7 story mall (Galleria Riga) and looked for food first. The 7th floor has really great restaurants...an Oyster Bar, Italian, etc. We found a restaurant called Harry Morgan that looked a little more family friendly and boy did we hit the jackpot. GREAT food...and reasonable. We had: Tomato and Mozzarella Wrap, three Harry Swiss Burgers (no jokes here Unka Waba), potato latkes, hummus and Israeli Salad, spicy Chicken Wrap and chips (fries). It was SO good and we had leftovers to bring home.
We headed out after to go to the grocery but Zach suggested we go up to the rooftop terrace...so we did. And it was amazing views of Riga. Old and new all mixed in together...again, photos tomorrow. We walked around there for a while and E started to really melt down. So, Gary and Zach headed back with E to the apartment while me and the girls went to the grocery.
We only spent 30lats and got a LOT of stuff! Water, soda, bananas, bilberries (blueberries), piens (milk), apple juice, orange juice, tomatoes, wheat bread, white bread, creamer, paper towels, coffee, coffee filters, sugar, eggs, butter, I think that was about it. And this Rimi has some very nice looking fresh cooked rotisseri chicken...I'm thinking dinner with some mashed potatoes and sugar peas or green beans. Yes, I found all this in the store!
One other thing I am struck by is how America and English permeates this city and many of the areas we've traveled through. It also makes me feel rotten that we have such confidence that someone will be able to speak our language when we travel abroad but yet many of us are intolerant of those who don't speak English in our country. The cab driver, the server at Harry Morgan, the pastry chef at Rimi...all happily spoke English to help me (us) wherever we went. 1. We need to learn another language and 2. We need to be more patient and kind! There was american music on the radio in the cab and american music in the store...and I'm currently watching something on FoxCrime right now in English...it's the only thing I can understand...but do we have any Russian or Latvian channels in America? Anyway, not really a soapbox so no need to chastise me...just an observation.
So back to the apartment and I desperately need a nap. I try, oh I try, and my sweet daughters unpack all our food and suitcases. Put all our clothes away, stack suitcases and organize the kitchens and the gifts we have brought. My sweet E is bouncing all over the apartment, dancing, singing, "Maamaaaaa! Goooood!" etc etc. I finally give up. Grumpy, tired...wanting to cry...and I do a little.
It is starting to sink in that tomorrow all our questions will be answered. We go to court at 1pm and have to meet Daina at Cilli Pica at 12pm. (I know where this is and I LOVE that!) After that we go to Spriditis and we meet with J. And after that we will know.
We are concerned, we are worried even...but we are still trusting. Zach is having probably the hardest time.
E finally gives up and out of the blue brushes his teeth (it is around 7) and says night night! Olo! He's gone back to that on occasion. Then he goes to put himself in the bed. After struggling with him all afternoon to be a little quieter so everyone can nap that wants to, we decide we should go dance around his bed and give him a taste...he loves it. Laughing as we all give him hugs and tuck him in.
Zach has fallen asleep in his room so we head in there next and there we give it all to God. He has brought us to Latvia, He knows the desires of our hearts...and He will decide what is best for our family. We truly have no idea what the outcome of tomorrow will be. We only know that E for sure is coming home and we pray that J is too.
So much has already been worked out though...we'll be calling Jurgis tomorrow for a ride, our travels speak for themselves and court for E was rescheduled without issues. I am confident God will work out this last part too.
Eyes are burning from being up way too long...a few critical reminders please:
That we get up on time and all are ready with our certain to be jet lagged bodies.
All of our paperwork is in order and no issues when we get to court.
J to be receptive and at the very least agree to come spend some time with us while we are here.
J to come home!
1pm court, 12pm meet Daina, probably 3 or so for J meeting
I think that's it...I promise photos tomorrow!
Good night all!
There is SO much to share from our travels and how God has smiled on us so wonderfully over the past 48 hours. Oh yes, we've had trials and issues...but EVERYTHING has worked out beautifully and Gary and I actually said tonight, it was an EASY travel to get here.
I'm just going to jump right in and if I get too tired I'll just have to pick up tomorrow. We are tired...so very very tired. And our concerns over tomorrow are getting to us all...moreso to me, Gary and Zach especially. M&M and E are, as always, just happy to be here. That's an inside joke with some of my family but if you know them, you understand it. They make fun, laughter and joy anywhere they go...all three of them.
But let's go back to this morning...wait, Tuesday morning. Since I literally have not slept since I got up Tuesday morning at 6:30am (well maybe a couple of cat naps here and there) it feels like this is all one REALLY long day. We were up on time, a little nervous. Finished our packing, ate some breakfast, took care of all of the last minute details and our wonderful friend Chris Diehl was there promptly at 8am to pick us up. The luggage was a bit overwhelming but we took one suitcase per person (6!) plus one carry on per person (6!) plus 6! people! We loaded up, snapped a quick picture and away we went.
Now, we didn't think we needed to be at the airport quite so early...but God did. Before leaving Chris prayed with us which helped calm all of us and then we hit the road. And then we hit traffic! We got to the airport a little after 9am and there was NO LINE! We went straight to check in thinking we had PLENTY of time. Hehe...there were issues with our ticketing! Apparently there was a challenge with transferring the tickets the number of times we had to do so because of Irene and the uncertainty of our travel. The agent tried everything she could to fix it but said she could not on her end. We needed to call our travel agent.
Don't panic, step to the side, sit down. Start calling. I called home, work and cell and no answers...for 20 minutes. Then out of desperation, I called a client that knows my agent very well. I am so grateful that idea popped into my head because she reminded me that my agent was having surgery this morning. He wouldn't be out before 12noon at the best...our flight was to leave at 12:10pm. I put on my sweetest smile and attitude and walked up to the ticketing agent. I told her our situation and I told her there was no one else to help us, could she please.
Precious Mary Mannon made it happen! It took her about 45 minutes but she worked her magic, found our tickets, transferred them over AND gave us seat assignments that kept us together and let the kids have window seats for their first ever flights.
We took a photo with her...I'll post tomorrow as I am too tired to figure out my USB cable and my laptop
;-) Suffice it to say when we were all finished I asked if I could hug her, told her she was certainly an angel sent to calm us. Through our conversation I did determine she was in fact a believer and I am so grateful for her. The other agents were a bit short-tempered and not so much into helping...she on the other hand was happy for the diversion of needing to use her brain and her skills.
We headed to security and went through it quickly. E was a pro...pulling out the bin, shucking off his shoes. The others did a fine job as well. We agreed we would head on to the gate and get settled in before looking for bathrooms or snacks. I have determined that if you have to connect three times, it is easier to make the first connection domestically. Security is much easier...when we traveled in March, we had to fly straight to Paris and go through security a second time which was pretty stressful. At the gate, we called and texted our goodbyes with promises to call again in Chicago.
Flight was early, and fun. Mae was full of questions, "how does this work, what does this do, how do we know what's free and what we have to pay for?" So much so that by the time we boarded for Helsinki, she knew everything and happily educated her brother and sister on how to work all the controls. We got to Chicago about 20 minutes early, found our connecting gate. Lunch at McDonald's, bathroom break and last cup of Starbucks for 2 weeks...and one more call to my BFF (my mama!)...and we were off to Helsinki.
Overall the flight was great. Attendants were a little testy and E was bouncing off the walls again...but NOTHING like March. When we said go to sleep, he tried to comply. There's just too much stimulation on those planes! Here's where we passed from Tuesday to Wednesday and really, I didn't sleep at all on the plane. Exhaustion started to set in...but gratefully everyone else did end up sleeping at least for an your or two each.
The big 3 did great though and the only rough part really is that we were about 10 minutes late arriving to Finland. Our flight from Helsinki to Riga was supposed to leave at 9:30am and we were scheduled to land at 8:40am. YIKES!
We hit the ground running in Finland and I was stressing for us to make it from gate 30-something to 20a. We had to have our passports checked and they had to ask us several questions about E. How long are you staying, where are you staying, why do you have him? I just wanted to shout, "Hey, we're headed BACK to Riga...and if you ask much more we're going to be stuck here in Finland!" But I didn't...thanked him and drill sergeant style told my entourage to step it up, we were going to miss our connector. E didn't want to hold anyone's hand but rather, from fatigue, wanted to amble...stagger really...through all the business travelers causing really lovely kind looks all over the airport HAHA (now I can laugh about it). At the time I took him by the wrist (thanks Trish!) and guided him jog style to our gate. Now please remember our plane was to LEAVE...not BOARD...at 9:35am.. We arrived at the gate at 9:20am.
The agent was so kind...she said in her wonderful accent..."Why rush? We are not!" I was fully expecting a mutiny from my party as to why I made them run through the airport, grumble through a needed bathroom break and guzzling water we bought in Chicago because I thought we were going through security once again. But I didn't...nothing but sweet smiles because they were glad to be on the last leg of the journey.
As you who have been reading this know, I sometimes wax philosophical at times...and here is my regression ;-) First of all, I want to tell you how many times today I have reflected on how incredibly blessed we are to be able to do this trip. Back when J was first decided we talked about how fun it would be for Zach to come with us on this trip...then that grew to everyone. And we prayed and prayed for us to do the right thing financially and that all would be provided for us to be able to. And while we aren't doing this entirely debt free, He has provided the resources to be able to. This experience with ALL of our children is wonderful.
I take for granted they know where to go and what to do...and it dawns on me that they don't even know how seats are numbered or lettered on the plane. I hear a chorus every time we board of "where do I sit mom?" And I LOVE it! This is something they will tell their kids about. Some of you may be blessed in ways where international travel is no big deal...but I can tell you I don't have that memory with my parents. And I think it is just something you just can't replace.
Second, is that Karen Kingsbury wrote this great little book called "Just Beyond the Clouds." I liked that book and sentiment so much as the fact that if you go high enough, past the storms, there's beautiful clouds and sunshine up above. I had just shared this with the kids as we were boarding the plane (had to take a shuttle bus to the tarmac for the commuter jet we were on and the rain was coming down hard!) and as we taxied away and prepared to take off, I told them it would be cool if we did that today. The flight was only 45 minutes so I thought he may not go that high...but sure enough he did. Straight up through the gray, gloomy day of rain up to where there's sunshine and fluffy clouds. And yes, that is what life is like. If we just weather the storm and set our sights on things above, there is sunshine and fluffy clouds and nothing bad or gray.
So, back to our journey...
We landed in Riga on time and here's where my heart started to hurt. I love this place. It is where our sons are from. I love the people, the language, the food...I don't know why really. It isn't exceptionally beautiful and the food's a little odd. I just have an affection for it that makes me miss it...and when we landed I was reminded the last time we came here, J and his orphan director and our translator that has become my dear dear friend (already my sister) were all waiting for us.
My two biggest worries as we traveled were that all our luggage (did I mention we were traveling with 6!) would make it and that we would figure out transportation to our apartment. (did I mention we had 6!...in Eastern Europe?? Where big vehicles are not common??)
We got to baggage claim and I went to exchange a little money to pay for the cab fare and Gary went in search of our bags. Kids headed to restrooms and watching our carryons.
ALL our bags made it...every single one. We went through customs and I nearly cried as we exited because THAT is where J had been but keeping it together and the task at hand headed straight out to the cabs. There were two mini vans so I approached and asked "English, Please?" He said "ya, of course!" LOVE the accent!! I asked how we get one of those and he said reservation only...talk to the desk inside. I went in and she only had two smaller cars...that's ok! Paid our flat rate of 10 lats per car and went out to claim our cars.
The drivers both spoke English too and knew exactly where we were headed. On the drive, you guys know me...I strike up a conversation. His name is Jurgis and he'd love to be our cab driver while we are here. I have his cell number ;-) He's suggested the Latvian National Art Museum, Old Town and many other excursions. I loved recognizing things and pointing them out to the girls. Spice Mall, US Embassy, Freedom Monument, President's Home (really where he works), the ferries, Dagauva River. Did I mention how much I really love this place?
Chris and Jen had loaned us their Latvian cell phone, so I was able to call our dear friend who confirmed the owner of the apartment was on her way to meet us. We waited about 10 minutes and there she was. Another beautiful Latvian (inside and out) to sweetly show us the apartment (it's great!) and also walk us to where we can exchange money to pay her as well as take care of what we need for court. I asked her where the closest grocery was and she said 7 story mall, turn left here. It is literally one street over from our apartment! We got her settled and decided to just veg for a while. We couldn't figure out what time it was...HAHA...still not sure. My computer says 2:18pm...so assuming it is around 9 or so?
We did determine it was about lunchtime so the kids made Ramen noodles, some of us took naps, some took showers. I am SO glad I went to the trouble for all this food! If we manage this just right, and we've all committed to it, then this will really be workable for us to not go broke. Food is not cheap here.
I blew a circuit drying my hair and had to get in touch with the owner (again grateful for the cell phone Jen!) who very kindly walked us through how to get it back on...so fun. She said to use the metal stairs to flip one big switch up high...it took a few minutes to realize she meant ladder! Here I was thinking we were headed in a secret staircase to Narnia or something. Speaking of that, our apartment is really cool...odd doors and closets in the strangest places. And two kitchens.
And the most magnificent huge jacuzzi tub that fills up WITHOUT running out of hot water. The water is hot, so wonderfully hot! I took a lovely tub bath and am certain I will do this daily as my treat to myself.
Once we got the power up and running again, we decided to head out for dinner and shopping. We are all so tired we knew it needed to be just those two things or we'd never make it. So we headed to our 7 story mall (Galleria Riga) and looked for food first. The 7th floor has really great restaurants...an Oyster Bar, Italian, etc. We found a restaurant called Harry Morgan that looked a little more family friendly and boy did we hit the jackpot. GREAT food...and reasonable. We had: Tomato and Mozzarella Wrap, three Harry Swiss Burgers (no jokes here Unka Waba), potato latkes, hummus and Israeli Salad, spicy Chicken Wrap and chips (fries). It was SO good and we had leftovers to bring home.
We headed out after to go to the grocery but Zach suggested we go up to the rooftop terrace...so we did. And it was amazing views of Riga. Old and new all mixed in together...again, photos tomorrow. We walked around there for a while and E started to really melt down. So, Gary and Zach headed back with E to the apartment while me and the girls went to the grocery.
We only spent 30lats and got a LOT of stuff! Water, soda, bananas, bilberries (blueberries), piens (milk), apple juice, orange juice, tomatoes, wheat bread, white bread, creamer, paper towels, coffee, coffee filters, sugar, eggs, butter, I think that was about it. And this Rimi has some very nice looking fresh cooked rotisseri chicken...I'm thinking dinner with some mashed potatoes and sugar peas or green beans. Yes, I found all this in the store!
One other thing I am struck by is how America and English permeates this city and many of the areas we've traveled through. It also makes me feel rotten that we have such confidence that someone will be able to speak our language when we travel abroad but yet many of us are intolerant of those who don't speak English in our country. The cab driver, the server at Harry Morgan, the pastry chef at Rimi...all happily spoke English to help me (us) wherever we went. 1. We need to learn another language and 2. We need to be more patient and kind! There was american music on the radio in the cab and american music in the store...and I'm currently watching something on FoxCrime right now in English...it's the only thing I can understand...but do we have any Russian or Latvian channels in America? Anyway, not really a soapbox so no need to chastise me...just an observation.
So back to the apartment and I desperately need a nap. I try, oh I try, and my sweet daughters unpack all our food and suitcases. Put all our clothes away, stack suitcases and organize the kitchens and the gifts we have brought. My sweet E is bouncing all over the apartment, dancing, singing, "Maamaaaaa! Goooood!" etc etc. I finally give up. Grumpy, tired...wanting to cry...and I do a little.
It is starting to sink in that tomorrow all our questions will be answered. We go to court at 1pm and have to meet Daina at Cilli Pica at 12pm. (I know where this is and I LOVE that!) After that we go to Spriditis and we meet with J. And after that we will know.
We are concerned, we are worried even...but we are still trusting. Zach is having probably the hardest time.
E finally gives up and out of the blue brushes his teeth (it is around 7) and says night night! Olo! He's gone back to that on occasion. Then he goes to put himself in the bed. After struggling with him all afternoon to be a little quieter so everyone can nap that wants to, we decide we should go dance around his bed and give him a taste...he loves it. Laughing as we all give him hugs and tuck him in.
Zach has fallen asleep in his room so we head in there next and there we give it all to God. He has brought us to Latvia, He knows the desires of our hearts...and He will decide what is best for our family. We truly have no idea what the outcome of tomorrow will be. We only know that E for sure is coming home and we pray that J is too.
So much has already been worked out though...we'll be calling Jurgis tomorrow for a ride, our travels speak for themselves and court for E was rescheduled without issues. I am confident God will work out this last part too.
Eyes are burning from being up way too long...a few critical reminders please:
That we get up on time and all are ready with our certain to be jet lagged bodies.
All of our paperwork is in order and no issues when we get to court.
J to be receptive and at the very least agree to come spend some time with us while we are here.
J to come home!
1pm court, 12pm meet Daina, probably 3 or so for J meeting
I think that's it...I promise photos tomorrow!
Good night all!
Monday, August 29, 2011
Don't Feel Much Like Writing
But figured I should. We're all set to leave tomorrow. And this entry will really be more of an update for everyone. I think we're all a bit on edge because of the "hurry up and wait" of this trip. All set to leave Saturday and then delayed...hoping to leave on Sunday but that was a no go...and now leaving tomorrow.
I am still very grateful for having the extra time to really get things finished. We are done packing, we do have transportation to the airport. I think I'll feel better once we finally get in motion. So you all can keep us in your thoughts and prayers (please)...we fly BWI to Chicago on a 12:10pm, Chicago to Helsinki on a 2:30pm, Helsinki to Riga on a 9:30am (Wednesday morning).
Our new court date is September 1 at 1pm. Right after that we will go to the orphanage to visit with J and see what his thoughts are. We are confused because he was told the challenges we are having with travel and he told them "no" but then today we received another email from him telling us he "loves us *more*" and will see us soon.
A praise to share is that we did here from Daina and she assures us we can get through all the required stuff in the time frame we have. So, we will be able to leave on September 9 to come home...unless J says yes. And if he does then we'll have to stay in Latvia longer.
So once again we're needing to put this new "storm" in His hands to work it out. J can say yes, and things could wonderfully work out for us to get it all done in time so we don't have to pay yet again to fix airline tickets. And, we also know that it may just very well be in His will for J not to come home. I'm sure this all has a lot to do with my mood today.
To share a bit of sunshine with you all...yesterday was a wonderful glimpse of normalcy. Now that may sound strange because we all went through a hurricane either directly or from those outlying bands...but it was a "normal" day! There was very little packing to be done and instead of working on anything really travel or adoption related, we simply enjoyed each other as a family. I worked on puzzles with my girls, played outside and visited (long overdue) with a great friend. I have to say it was quite possibly the best day I have had in months.
In fact, it inspired me for my FB post yesterday that I DO think storms need to come more often. They take away the things we think we need like TV, Internet and even power...and leave us to turn to the things we REALLY need like visiting with those friends, playing with our kids or simply having some quiet time. And then the realization hit me...that the storms we have in life do the same things. The thing we hold most dear might be stripped from our grasp...but it turns us to the One whose grasp we can never be stripped from.
That's it for today...Praying for brighter outlooks tomorrow.
I am still very grateful for having the extra time to really get things finished. We are done packing, we do have transportation to the airport. I think I'll feel better once we finally get in motion. So you all can keep us in your thoughts and prayers (please)...we fly BWI to Chicago on a 12:10pm, Chicago to Helsinki on a 2:30pm, Helsinki to Riga on a 9:30am (Wednesday morning).
Our new court date is September 1 at 1pm. Right after that we will go to the orphanage to visit with J and see what his thoughts are. We are confused because he was told the challenges we are having with travel and he told them "no" but then today we received another email from him telling us he "loves us *more*" and will see us soon.
A praise to share is that we did here from Daina and she assures us we can get through all the required stuff in the time frame we have. So, we will be able to leave on September 9 to come home...unless J says yes. And if he does then we'll have to stay in Latvia longer.
So once again we're needing to put this new "storm" in His hands to work it out. J can say yes, and things could wonderfully work out for us to get it all done in time so we don't have to pay yet again to fix airline tickets. And, we also know that it may just very well be in His will for J not to come home. I'm sure this all has a lot to do with my mood today.
To share a bit of sunshine with you all...yesterday was a wonderful glimpse of normalcy. Now that may sound strange because we all went through a hurricane either directly or from those outlying bands...but it was a "normal" day! There was very little packing to be done and instead of working on anything really travel or adoption related, we simply enjoyed each other as a family. I worked on puzzles with my girls, played outside and visited (long overdue) with a great friend. I have to say it was quite possibly the best day I have had in months.
In fact, it inspired me for my FB post yesterday that I DO think storms need to come more often. They take away the things we think we need like TV, Internet and even power...and leave us to turn to the things we REALLY need like visiting with those friends, playing with our kids or simply having some quiet time. And then the realization hit me...that the storms we have in life do the same things. The thing we hold most dear might be stripped from our grasp...but it turns us to the One whose grasp we can never be stripped from.
That's it for today...Praying for brighter outlooks tomorrow.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Happy Birthday to Me!
It's been a long day figuring out flights, finishing packing and all around cabin fever as we wait for this storm to come and go. In spite of it all, it has been a great day. To make sure everyone is up to speed, we are now leaving Tuesday on the earliest flight Finnair could get us to not make fares change. And yes, we tried everything!
We could have gotten a refund and rebooked tickets leaving tonight...but who has that much cash laying around? We'd have waited for the refund to buy the tickets and then they'd be gone. We could have taken a flight out of Dulles tomorrow...it was only $2900 per ticket. So we did the reasonable thing and took the Tuesday flight...and we've emailed Latvia to say we're not going to make it.
I feel sure we'll be able to get court changed...but, we also have experienced about everything one can experience on this journey. All the joys, heartaches, uncertainty...you name it, we've done it. So this leg of the adventure should not be any different. It's cool though how we really are ok with all of it. We're a little tired...but now we have plenty of time to rest up!
So after a few hours on the phone figuring it out and a few more making sure the resolution was communicated to everyone necessary, we decided to brilliantly go out in the storm. We needed to run to the mall and we had the best time. NO ONE was there! No lines in the stores! We cut up, laughed, played all around the mall and felt like it was open just for us. Then, for my birthday, we went to Texas Roadhouse for dinner. There's normally like a 30 minute wait there. Tonight we walked in, were seated and had our food in very short order (good thing since there's nothing in the house...remember we're not supposed to be here?)
We laughed and giggled and played...hard to tell who was the adult and who was the kid! And we missed J. But E was very entertaining! Us girls on one end of the table could not quit laughing...while the boys just looked at us and shook their heads. I told them that this was why girls do "Girls Night Out"...we just "get" each other...and sometimes you just need to giggle.
Here we are back home and I thought I'd post quickly before the power goes out (seriously hoping it doesn't). I've had quite a few people who are friends on FB asking me what we're up to. Some know half the story and others don't know anything if they've missed my posts over the past months. So, the quick story is:
Last year in October, Gary and I knew God was laying it on our hearts to be more involved in Orphan Ministry. We, as Christians, are commanded in too many places in Scripture to help the orphan and the widow and we needed to do something *active* to make a difference.
We decided a good first step was to host a child for Christmas. This would give us the opportunity to allow a child to see a Christian family and let us see if our family was one that could assimilate a child who was not blood related into our family...how would it feel, what would we do, how would our kids react? We went into this not intending to adopt...just "check it out." We picked J out of a biography/photolisting and began what would be the first of many stages of waiting.
December 13 he arrived at National Airport super late in the middle of a snowstorm. Gary and I would talk later about the fact that when we first saw him coming down the jetway, I looked at him and immediately felt love for him...that was our son. Scary and weird to say the least. We got home at a ridiculously late hour and the first thing he asked was if he could take a shower. After getting everyone in the bed, we both said to each other that it did not feel like we had a stranger in our home.
We had five wonderful weeks with this boy and by the second week we were ruined. We knew that as long as he wanted a family, we wanted to be that family. On January 8, we went to a hosting party where we casually met E. J mentioned "Mom, that's the little boy from my orphanage who follows me around sometimes." He came up to me and gave me a hug...Gary and I joked then, "why not two at a time?" (We never shared that with our friends the Hurlburts I think...Dave's mantra is SIBLING GROUP!)
Too much to else share here but suffice it to say, he left us on January 15 and we immediately dove head first into getting the adoption underway.
A few days later we found out that E was still here on an extended visa...and we decided we'd love to meet him. E was a special needs child and was just turning 7. VERY different from spending time with J who was fluent in Russian, Latvian and English. SO much happened in the following weeks...so much that on "slow" nights for the blog, maybe I'll do a little Then and Now stuff. We learned so much by being taken through all of that with God. Trust, sharing, loving unconditionally - REALLY UNCONDITIONALLY - seeing a child who was sweet, everyone knew that, but in such need of focused love and development. It was just unreal.
And I am so grateful to the Vargas family for bringing little E here and working so hard for him and other special needs children. I was watching video of E today from our first weekend with him in January. The only two words he could clearly say were Apple and J's name. Might have been more but that was all we got.
Today, E is a blabbermouth! Now, we still don't have communication (he's about 2 year old speech) but he gets his point across. The other day a few weeks ago he stood at the refrigerator and with a little coaching from Mae said "I want apple juice please." I cried.
I cannot wait for his Orphan Director to see him...and there is so much more to share about this boy's amazing journey and how God has used him in so many ways to open the eyes of others.
J has been through some challenges since going back...and we are not 100% certain that he will accept our adoption. We have poured prayer all over this though and we know without a doubt that whatever God wants for our family WILL be done. I beg him to let me be this boy's mama. And I know it won't be easy. He's a teenager for goodness' sake...it's not easy with the three I already have. But we would no more walk away from this precious boy than we would the three we got to know and see from birth. And little E? Well, he's stuck with us ;-)
So this is why we must get to Latvia. Our sons are waiting to come home...and while we've been blessed to have E with us all this time, we are so ready to start taking the title of orphan away from them. For they are orphaned no more...they have a family.
We could have gotten a refund and rebooked tickets leaving tonight...but who has that much cash laying around? We'd have waited for the refund to buy the tickets and then they'd be gone. We could have taken a flight out of Dulles tomorrow...it was only $2900 per ticket. So we did the reasonable thing and took the Tuesday flight...and we've emailed Latvia to say we're not going to make it.
I feel sure we'll be able to get court changed...but, we also have experienced about everything one can experience on this journey. All the joys, heartaches, uncertainty...you name it, we've done it. So this leg of the adventure should not be any different. It's cool though how we really are ok with all of it. We're a little tired...but now we have plenty of time to rest up!
So after a few hours on the phone figuring it out and a few more making sure the resolution was communicated to everyone necessary, we decided to brilliantly go out in the storm. We needed to run to the mall and we had the best time. NO ONE was there! No lines in the stores! We cut up, laughed, played all around the mall and felt like it was open just for us. Then, for my birthday, we went to Texas Roadhouse for dinner. There's normally like a 30 minute wait there. Tonight we walked in, were seated and had our food in very short order (good thing since there's nothing in the house...remember we're not supposed to be here?)
We laughed and giggled and played...hard to tell who was the adult and who was the kid! And we missed J. But E was very entertaining! Us girls on one end of the table could not quit laughing...while the boys just looked at us and shook their heads. I told them that this was why girls do "Girls Night Out"...we just "get" each other...and sometimes you just need to giggle.
Here we are back home and I thought I'd post quickly before the power goes out (seriously hoping it doesn't). I've had quite a few people who are friends on FB asking me what we're up to. Some know half the story and others don't know anything if they've missed my posts over the past months. So, the quick story is:
Last year in October, Gary and I knew God was laying it on our hearts to be more involved in Orphan Ministry. We, as Christians, are commanded in too many places in Scripture to help the orphan and the widow and we needed to do something *active* to make a difference.
We decided a good first step was to host a child for Christmas. This would give us the opportunity to allow a child to see a Christian family and let us see if our family was one that could assimilate a child who was not blood related into our family...how would it feel, what would we do, how would our kids react? We went into this not intending to adopt...just "check it out." We picked J out of a biography/photolisting and began what would be the first of many stages of waiting.
December 13 he arrived at National Airport super late in the middle of a snowstorm. Gary and I would talk later about the fact that when we first saw him coming down the jetway, I looked at him and immediately felt love for him...that was our son. Scary and weird to say the least. We got home at a ridiculously late hour and the first thing he asked was if he could take a shower. After getting everyone in the bed, we both said to each other that it did not feel like we had a stranger in our home.
We had five wonderful weeks with this boy and by the second week we were ruined. We knew that as long as he wanted a family, we wanted to be that family. On January 8, we went to a hosting party where we casually met E. J mentioned "Mom, that's the little boy from my orphanage who follows me around sometimes." He came up to me and gave me a hug...Gary and I joked then, "why not two at a time?" (We never shared that with our friends the Hurlburts I think...Dave's mantra is SIBLING GROUP!)
Too much to else share here but suffice it to say, he left us on January 15 and we immediately dove head first into getting the adoption underway.
A few days later we found out that E was still here on an extended visa...and we decided we'd love to meet him. E was a special needs child and was just turning 7. VERY different from spending time with J who was fluent in Russian, Latvian and English. SO much happened in the following weeks...so much that on "slow" nights for the blog, maybe I'll do a little Then and Now stuff. We learned so much by being taken through all of that with God. Trust, sharing, loving unconditionally - REALLY UNCONDITIONALLY - seeing a child who was sweet, everyone knew that, but in such need of focused love and development. It was just unreal.
And I am so grateful to the Vargas family for bringing little E here and working so hard for him and other special needs children. I was watching video of E today from our first weekend with him in January. The only two words he could clearly say were Apple and J's name. Might have been more but that was all we got.
Today, E is a blabbermouth! Now, we still don't have communication (he's about 2 year old speech) but he gets his point across. The other day a few weeks ago he stood at the refrigerator and with a little coaching from Mae said "I want apple juice please." I cried.
I cannot wait for his Orphan Director to see him...and there is so much more to share about this boy's amazing journey and how God has used him in so many ways to open the eyes of others.
J has been through some challenges since going back...and we are not 100% certain that he will accept our adoption. We have poured prayer all over this though and we know without a doubt that whatever God wants for our family WILL be done. I beg him to let me be this boy's mama. And I know it won't be easy. He's a teenager for goodness' sake...it's not easy with the three I already have. But we would no more walk away from this precious boy than we would the three we got to know and see from birth. And little E? Well, he's stuck with us ;-)
So this is why we must get to Latvia. Our sons are waiting to come home...and while we've been blessed to have E with us all this time, we are so ready to start taking the title of orphan away from them. For they are orphaned no more...they have a family.
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